You had me by my heart ♥

i'm choosing,choosing to ignore whatever good memory i've had of you. You said this was like a whole new beginning of our friendship,but really,it's close to the end. How does trying not to cry every second i talk to you sound like a freaking friendship. You told me, Hey,look at every other girl,they want me so bad they're pathetic,thank god you're different. Truth is, im just like every other girl. Except,im not gonna try. Because we can last a day, a month, a year, a decade, but i'd still never know if what you're saying is ever th truth.
Everytime i find out something new about you,i think to myself, Hey jackpot!Maybe this is the true you. Then,i will find out something entirely contradicting to the former perspective. Talking to you would become difficult because i hate/love you so much,and you'll just think i'm mood swinging or something. Oh well, they say people from two completely different worlds could still become friends, but i don't believe it anymore. (Just like anything you say.)
Excellent 4/5 years of knowing you, i'd admit. Coming to this end,i know i'll regret it.Sooner or later. Meanwhile, good luck with future endaevours,i'd be there..somewhere.
Love.
x
Your best friend. (now and forever)

Here's to our favourite song together one last time,
寄没有地址的信
这样的情绪有种距离
你放着谁的歌曲
是怎样的心情
能不能说给我听
雨下得好安静
是不是你偷偷在哭泣
幸福真的不容易
在你的背景有我爱你
我可以陪你去看星星
不用再多说明
我就要和你在一起
我不想又再一次和你分离
我多么想每一次的美丽
是因为你
寄没有地址的信
这样的情绪有种距离
你放着谁的歌曲
是怎样的心情能不能说给我听
雨下得好安静
是不是你偷偷在哭泣
幸福它真的不容易
在你的背景
有我爱你
我可以
陪你去看星星
不用再多说明
我就要和你在一起
我不想又再一次和你分离
我多么想每一次的美丽是因为你
我可以
陪你去看星星
不用再多说明
我就要和你在一起
我不想又再一次和你分离
我多么想每一次的美丽
是因为你
screw those who hate chinese songs. (Evan Yo is dahh hottest.)
/Btw,why didn't anyone tell me last time i freaking type like an ahlian?! So embarrassing lah,reading my archives & my previous blog!