'Cause you can do better than me
But I can't do better than you ♥

my higher chinese?
WAS A GREAT DISAPPOINTMENT. I thank all who tried to comfort me with "higher chinese only, never fail can already lahhh." (and turned out you got higher than me.-.-), "wahlao,you got so high still so sad." and yasmeen whose "I GOT AN A1 FOR MALAY" did not freaking make me feel better at all :( Picture this: 71 for ca2? expected to get at least a 65 for eoys,but wtf noooo. Not even close.
Sigh.My english was a lifesaver. Compo was excellent,i thought i would fail,considering i wrote about touchy subjects like death,drugs,family love,self confidence all together. Oral was even better. 24/28,everyone!second highest in class!(after andrea lee who has that fake american accent.) Showed ya that talking a lot helps.
And geog.. what can i say? an a1 certainly exceeded my expectations. Thank you mslai,i withdraw all those comments i made about your voice and how you pronounce "hee-mah-lay-yah mountain" :) Thank you for letting me know that studying only 3hours for that subject does not mean i would fail it.
i am way too tired to be reminiscing on my day.
(god tomorrow have pw!! damnittt.)
(prances off to my phone and VANISHING ACTS by jodi picoult!Yay,im done with The Pact!)

please please just leave me alone.everyone,all of you. i'm sick of putting on happy fronts to entertain you all when most of the times i dont want to even look at anyone. while you all just go on and on about how sad your life is, how no one cares about you,expecting me to solve everything for you. think,just think.have any of you ever asked how i really felt? i have it worse than all of you. everyone's the reason im deciding to leave sc, the truth really is i just want to escape from all this. escape from myself. how many things i want to say before i end this, how many things i want to do,but i cant,because of you. im sure you're gonna be my life's greatest sacrifice,my biggest regret,but you know what,after 31stdecember2008,i wont know you any more. i wont know most of you.
please,leave me alone.

Hiatus (from life) till whenever.